To Live Without Her.

I have had to learn to live without her. I have had to learn to function without her. I have had to learn to force the resistance, to push my way in life. I have had to learn to live without her, and learn the implications that has for me.

This past week, all the more, I have seen how I have learned to live without her. I have felt the scaring, the scab re-appear and the hurt of two years of what was left broken, reek havoc again on my soul. I have had conversations that remind me of just how much I, we, live without her.

I can understand that I have had to learn to live without her. I can't understand places and relationships and conversations that challenge, because I, we, live without her.

But nonetheless, we live without her. Nonetheless, I learn again, to live without her.

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Oh, how different it would be...