Sunday, November 27, 2011
Thankful.
Sunday, November 20, 2011
Allow Joy.
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
Honor Our Limitations.
Thursday, November 10, 2011
I Need Time.
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
The Sheep I Keep.
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Morning Minutes.
Monday, November 7, 2011
Stitches Sewn Into Scar.
Like Woven Shawls.
Charles Martin in the book The Dead Don’t Dance wrote about a journal being the places where one is most vulnerable. The deepest place of the being, of the soul. He writes about it being the only ear that will listen and hear.
My writing is very much like that. The deepest places in me, of my soul. It is the darkest and most vulnerable. It is the places that shed the most light into the greatest of me. It is the beautiful imagery of words that God produces in my spirit and weaves in to sentences like a loom. It is the beginning of a sentence that he gives me, the initial lines that starts out my prose. It is the nakedest place I can become. All clothes hidden and the skin revealed. Sometimes soft and smooth like woven shawls around myself; sometimes coarse and cutting like the hurt pained within. My writing is most delicate place I know. It is the places I am most profound and most proud of. The ones I wish everyone could read and know. And the ones I am most embarrassed of and most hidden from. Where I wish and hope the lines are never known or discovered.
~ Written December 6, 2008
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
A Praying Life.
There are books in a series, or written by another hand, that correspond with the same lingo, the same emotion, the same distinction: The Power of Praying.
This past summer, Trish and I read A Praying Life, by Paul E. Miller. More than all the thoughts, quotes, stories, and scriptures, the book was a reminder to me of the power of prayer. The purpose of prayer. The necessity of prayer.
And then with the words, the Truth, the conviction, came the simple ability to have eyes to see... prayer. To peel away the layers of self-dependence and independence and coincidence and futility of myself, and see prayer be present.
To see God hold back a Saturday storm while our boat rocked and our skin tanned. To see God issue parking spaces by Belk while Mark drove in circles. To see God provide a Prayer Chair with money banked to me that very week. To have December weekends filled, a Handyman in my front yard, nights of sleep fulfilled, and Inklings in the corner.
I have seen the Power of Prayer. In small ways, in big ways, in miracle ways. I have seen my prayer muscles strengthened and built, muscles flexed like the Stockbridge Boiler Room, or daily divine like Son-Life Camp, or intimate like Mexico missions. But I have also seen them loose and lackadaisical, like the last week or two.
This morning as I sit here and am reminded to pray. Am reminded of the purpose and presence and power of... a praying life.